I’m 25 years old, from Africa in a country named Tanzania, in Mwanza region. I sat for my first meditation session on 14th may 2022, and on 9th of July 2022 I got first initiation and started meditating through the light and sounds. From there I got many realizations with light and sounds. In the ending of 2022 year, initiation retreat was planned! But one week before initiation, I had already reached the state where I became the light and sounds and I realized that. Before this, I remember the previous day I had a meditation session and while in meditation I vanished, and appeared in a different dimension.I appeared as the light and on reaching the ground level I took a form with light, I became a light being and all beings over there looked me as an angel.
On Saturday, 2nd September 2023 while in meditation, I entered a deep state where I found myself somewhere!
I dispersed and became everywhere.. I became an air, nothing.. disintegrated into nothing, but one with no endless unit, no here, no there, no in, no out, no You, no Me, I became consciousness itself…, I understood everything as it was, I was observing the disintegration that happened and the reality of oneness.., I was that consciousness and intelligence!
On 4th May 2024 I went for the Initiation retreat, and when an Adept touched me, I experienced my whole journey for a second, from form to formless up to what I was, “consciousness” and immediately I lost all senses and awareness.., it’s when I merged with the nothingness, but I couldn’t realize that. The whole world was silent, my mind was silent, but I couldn’t understand that! There was nothing existing, and nothing to understand that, nothing to observe that as well! I didn’t know for how long I stayed in that reality, but I came to understand that once I got back to my senses, and It’s when I directly understood what happened, I had peace and love, I had nothing to speak, and actually I can’t find out words to explain the state!!!!!